Miss Bhawooq ©

I learnt that not forgiving people for the hurt they have caused only freezes our tender lil soul. And someone said it right what is life if we don't have a free soul? Ultimately its not always about what people will think. Its about how you want to think about yourself. Its about how you feel about yourself when you look into that mirror. Its about, if you want to let go of all the foul things that has happened to you. Letting go doesn't always mean you leave a person. It also doesn't mean to let them know, sometimes its as simple as praying for their well being.

And then she said, this was the beginning of an end!The lie shall ruin everything, the lie shall ruin her, him, the relations, the love, the emotion everything. She knew he was lying even before he knew he would. The biggest lie that has always destroyed. It was none other than "He loved her."

She tried keeping everyone together, she realised that how much ever she tries the sourness of some relationship shall never change. She learnt that the care she gave others had started suffocating them. The love she had for them, had been taken in a different way. She had two paths, either leave people for whom she cared so much, or to hold on, till people understand. Guess what, she chose the path less travelled, she has chosen holding on coz she is not an escapist and holding on is more difficult.

He was different dat day and so she asked-Wat has happened to you?? He said- You have happened to me! She smiled. They both loved, but were scared to confess and to loose eachother.

He said-Wanna go miles together Chalogi na? She said-Kab se chalna chalu karna hai?? He said -Maine kar diya hai, You may start whenever you please She said- you will not break us na?? He said- Look into my eyes,You should get your answer She said- you will fix na...if something goes wrong? He said-I shall make sure.. each time you think of me.. you think as if you are thinking of life. You won't regret counting on me.. counting on us.. She smiled with a breath of relief. She wanted a new chapter which could be a beginning of her life. With him she was happy.

And there comes a point when you do not understand why things are happening... in treasuring others...you somehow start loosing yourself. But then who decides how long to hold self and when to let go??