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I learnt that not forgiving people for the hurt they have caused only freezes our tender lil soul. And someone said it right what is life if we don't have a free soul? Ultimately its not always about what people will think. Its about how you want to think about yourself. Its about how you feel about yourself when you look into that mirror. Its about, if you want to let go of all the foul things that has happened to you. Letting go doesn't always mean you leave a person. It also doesn't mean to let them know, sometimes its as simple as praying for their well being.

And then she said, this was the beginning of an end!The lie shall ruin everything, the lie shall ruin her, him, the relations, the love, the emotion everything. She knew he was lying even before he knew he would. The biggest lie that has always destroyed. It was none other than "He loved her."

She tried keeping everyone together, she realised that how much ever she tries the sourness of some relationship shall never change. She learnt that the care she gave others had started suffocating them. The love she had for them, had been taken in a different way. She had two paths, either leave people for whom she cared so much, or to hold on, till people understand. Guess what, she chose the path less travelled, she has chosen holding on coz she is not an escapist and holding on is more difficult.

He was different dat day and so she asked-Wat has happened to you?? He said- You have happened to me! She smiled. They both loved, but were scared to confess and to loose eachother.

He said-Wanna go miles together Chalogi na? She said-Kab se chalna chalu karna hai?? He said -Maine kar diya hai, You may start whenever you please She said- you will not break us na?? He said- Look into my eyes,You should get your answer She said- you will fix na...if something goes wrong? He said-I shall make sure.. each time you think of me.. you think as if you are thinking of life. You won't regret counting on me.. counting on us.. She smiled with a breath of relief. She wanted a new chapter which could be a beginning of her life. With him she was happy.

And there comes a point when you do not understand why things are happening... in treasuring others...you somehow start loosing yourself. But then who decides how long to hold self and when to let go??

Image courtesy:- Google Tum meri zindagi me aaye aur phoolon ki barish hone lagi, Pyaar bhara bagicha tumne mere liye sajaya Saath jeene-marne ka wada kar ke tum ek din chalte chalte kahi dur pohch gaye Wapus chahkar bhi nai aasaktein aisa tumne kaha Bohat manaya, kasme wade sab ka wata bhi diya... Par tum wapus na aayein Tum mere saath aisa Kaisa kar saktein the? Tum khud ko bikharne se bachana chahte the Iss chahat me tumne mujhe tod diya Wo tamam rishtein aur naton ko tod diya Jo itne saal tak saath seecha tha Boond boond, tinke tinke se pyaar bhara mahal bunna tha Bhul hue mujse jo bhul gayi ke yeh pyaar ka mahel mitti ka bana tha. Tum aur ek baar meri zindagi me aayein aur...iss baar tufaan ki tarah.. Sab tehas mehas hogaya, barbadi chah gayi. Ek baar bhi iss sapno ke mahel ko todne me tumhe laaaj nahi aayi? Saath hi to banaya tha humne iss mahel ko, Din mahine saal lage the isse bannane me, Bikherne me sirf ek pal laga. Sirf ek pal.

Image courtesy:- Google Five hungry friends meet at a spot. Decides to eat at the food stall somewhere near highway! One of them came up with an idea to go to a restaurant and have a proper thali. All of them denied but that one friend was firm with having dinner at the restaurant. Finally they all agreed with that friends idea. They reached the restaurant with an expectation of having so many variety of food and then came the moment of truth-also known as reality- the prices had increased. They checked their respective wallets only to find out that they were so near to bankruptcy. Hence They were forced to order three thali's between Five friends which was in their budget. They started laughing at their GARIBI. Suddenly they all saw a plate approaching them. As soon as the plate landed on their table they saw it was three crisy Papad. Seeing this unexpected moment, three of them looked at the papad pointed their fingers on the papad and said with same expression Is it Comp...

Image courtesy:- Google Have you loved something or someone so much that you start loosing yourself totally for them and then one fine day you get up realizing that everything you did has gone to waste. That the changes you thought were for good, made no good to you? What then? What should one do? Find oneself or Escape? Or vanish leaving everyone and  everything?

Image courtesy:- Google Then, that happened which shouldn't have happened. They were in stuck in emotional turmoil. That land which was known for its peace now is known for the volcano eruption. People had hearts. But no love. The land had crops but all poisonous. People could neither eat. Nor live. Nor love. That was it. Could it be for a new beginning or it was the mighty end only time could tell.

Image courtesy:- Google Who said, people fall out of love coz there is no love left? Sometimes people fall out of love so that someone else can fall in love! Who said Love fades?? Sometimes it is hidden so that the other can move on. Who said being together is the only happy ending? Sometimes its all about being away seeing the other smile.

Image courtesy:- Google (1st sept 2015) Ahmedabad got its mobile data connection back. A week without internet actually went of quite well. 1st day seemed boring... 2nd day felt as if days had become longer than the usual. 3rd day seemed like we had more time for "Real life". 4th day felt like we had now time for people who matter to us. 5th day was the day of Enlightenment we personally learnt a very important lesson which is time, which if given to people can make a lot of difference and can help in removing the negativity from relationships. Time has changed us. Our so called priority has also changed. Earlier it was people. Now its only I me myself...my Facebook...my twitter.. my instagram... what do i forward...to whom do i forward...what will a person think if i forward this..which virtual mode should i use...this boon of technology actually seems like the main cause of having relation only with people away from us not people next to us. Earlier family gathering w...

Mere dimag ne kaha Zindagi sui dhage jaisi hai, bus aage badte rehna padta hai, tab hi to silayi puri hogi. Dusrein shabdo mein, tab hi to zindagi ke is race mein hum aval aayenge. Iss par mere dil ne pucha ke Toh kya aval aana hi sab kuch hota hai? Dimag ne kaha ha bilkul, aur jeevan mein rakha hi kya hai. Dilne iss baat ko manne se inkar kar diya. Aur aaj fir dil aur dimag ke is jugalbandi ke changul mein buri tarah se fas gayi.

Image courtesy:- Google Is an empty nest always a new beginning that is going to start? Or sometimes is it a sign of loneliness? Has emptiness anything to do with the empty nest? Has new beginning  anything  to with emptiness? What is all this all about? Why this doubt?

Image Coutesy:- Google Mere dil me jo thodi si jagah khali thi... Kisine kaha ke veh khuda ke liye hai.. kisine sathi ka naam diya... to kya khuda sathi nahi? kya sathi kabhi khuda nai ho sakta? Yeh sitaron ke parein kya koi duniya hai? Ya inhe bhi mandir masjid aur girjaghar ne baatt liya hai. Kya pyaas sirf pani ke liye hota hai? Toh zindagi ke anek prashno ke jawabo ko dhundne ki umeed ko kya kehte hai?

Image Courtesy:-Google http://m.indiatimes.com/news/india/heres-the-full-transcript-of-tiger-memons-chilling-phone-call-to-his-mother-just-before-yakubs-execution-243905.html Dear Tiger Bhaisahab, Kab khatum hoga yeh marne maaarne ka silsila??? Yeh kab samjhoge ke hazaro begunna logon ki maut hojati hai yeh attacks me. Aur sabit kya karna chahte ho? ke aap muslim ho??? Sorry boss you are giving a wrong picture to the nation about muslim. A muslim by definition means one who surrenders and submits to the laws of God. As almighty God is the creator of the heavens and the earth and the creation in it, nothing in the creation works at its own free will...that is it follows a law and nothing can break or change that law unless the almighty wills. And one more reminder to you is kissi behgunna k maut yadi aapke wajah se ho rahi hai to bhaisaahab lakh dua karne par bhi kabul nahi hogi. And ya...dont even think #yakub's death was a sacrifice. Coz it was not. He was a ...

Image courtesy:- Google I wonder what love is! Is it praying for somebodies well being? Or  Is it praying to end somebodies suffering?  Teaching somebody to walk holding hands, is this love  Or  Is burring our loved one when they leave us? Is it letting our loved one be on the ventilator for years? Or Is it letting them go??

Her mature hands when touched my tender hands, gave me the feeling of security... Her forefingure was the touch that helped me to walk.. She helped me in dictation... When i asked where my Jose Mama (Lt) was...she taught me to have faith... She taught me how to hold on to the relations She taught me what unconditional  love is...when my grandfather came home sloushed in Alcohol She taught me how to not demand in any relationship She taught to have patience... I still remember her cheerful face the moment she saw my sight Today she lies in the intensive critical care unit... Rooms background is white She has a white blanket over her. All she does is looks at me with a blank face... There is no smile on her face now.. Infact she doesn't  even recognize me... The moment she looked at me a series  of  flashback  started in my mind of the moments spent together.. All she does looks at me as if im new.. As if she doesnt remember  all the ...

http://www.siasat.com/news/memon-being-hanged-because-he-belongs-particular-religion-alleges-owaisi-798461/ Image Courtesy- Google. Like Seriously???? With due respect Mr  ‪#‎ AsaduddinQwaisi‬  Pls check the facts, this Person  ‪#‎ Memon‬  is a criminal has killed and injured several people in 1993 bomb blast ( 257 people dead and Injured 713 people) , someone who is against humanity, how on earth can he have a religion??? Criminal should be Punished. I REPEAT AGAIN, CRIMINALS DON'T HAVE RELIGION!!!!!!!   Most of the accused in 1993Bomb Blast are Punished. What has religion got to do with this? Bashir Khairulla  - Sentenced to life imprisonment on 20 July 2007. Zakir Hussain- Sentenced to death on 24 July 2007. Abdul Akhtar Khan-  Sentenced to death on 24 July 2007. Firoz Amani Malik  -  Sentenced to death on 24 July 2007. Moin Qureshi- Sentenced to life imprisonment on 24 July 2007.

Image Courtesy:- Google She was never a person who would doubt on anybody, Time and again she was proved that trusting is a very big deal and not many should be trusted with that. Money has never made her feel secure, not materialistic that way but People.. must say, there are two types of people, one who will make you insecure about yourself and others who will spread a cheer and appreciate you for who you are and indirectly forcing you to love yourself. She met the second category of a person, she was mere a stranger then, time flew and she came to know this person and felt, that this person has made her fall for herself. Mystic was his ways, Later she became friends with him only to understand what friendship is, They met each other in a retreat, He taught her what faith is,what love is what life is, but never did both fall for each other neither did they tell each other their name, Other Friends started teasing both of them, Its strange how friends catch hold of thing...

Image coutesy:- Google You made me believe That relationship was something we could weave Love was something i needed Trusting was something you pleaded I grieve now, that I believed, And all you did is deceived. What happened to all the vows? All the love that was arroused Its impossible for me to forget now Its impossible for me to forgive now Whatever happened to our love I wish i understood. I dont know if this is for good All i know is i always stood. Waiting, waiting Trying to understand Your point of view. Once all my roads led to you,  Today we stand on different path Time changes, Love fades All that was same was me... Waiting waiting Trying to understand Now i will wait not A lesson that life has taught Enough of tears shed Enought of fears felt You froze me to death, Yet i chose to live A life without you... One thing i know for sure is that, Im frozen foreve...

Image courtesy- Google                                        We think of you in silence, we always speak your name,                                        We have only memories and your picture in the frame We do not need a special day to bring you to our minds We do not think of you,are impossible to find  You are now our Guardian angel, watching us from your place of rest,  Heaven must be a beautiful place, For God only takes the best.  Grief is my companion, it takes me by the hand,  And walks along besides me, in a dark barren land How long will this lonesome journey last? How much more can my weary heart bear? Since your Death, I've been lost in fog. Too burdened with sorrow and care. Grief Pours like water, Draining my heart ...

The definition of Photography for me is the capturing of expression and the best time of life, a proof that will be with us forever, which shows the moments we shall always cherish upon-the good one. Isn't it fascinating that the present time shall never be back again? There also are chances that people present in a particular image may not meet again in this lifetime, or may be this image could actually be the reason of meeting these same old faces with whom we once got an opportunity to capture image, people who added up the goodness and special experiences to our life. We humans make memories everywhere we go..but the only way to relive those awesome moments are pictures. Now matter how things or situation or for that matter people change, picture captured once can never change what we felt with a particular person or how we felt in a particular place or situation. Some pictures are liked by us..others are clicked for us..but...

Image Courtesy- Google Like many others before me I came to Bombay now Mumbai with lots of dreams. Dreams to do something in life. Dreams to achieve great heights. Dream to live my dream.                                                                “WORDS ARE all I have to take you heart” goes a popular pop song but in our case, words originate as a desire to express the emotions of having our hearts been taken away by the charming, sensuous and mystical Mumbai. There is no contention that this ‘city of dreams’ exudes certain magic that leaves its inhabitants and visitors spellbound with others waiting to be cast under its magical spell. What is this charm and magic? What i...

Pic Courtesy- Google Yes We Bleed! So what ? Why should people make fuss about it? Menstruation is Just a periodic discharge of blood and every person on earth knows about this natural process so why should women be hush- hush about it? Recently we came across a picture on Instagram posted by Rupi Kaur, which was removed by Instagram saying it was violating the community guidelines. When pictures of women being objectified are posted on Instagram doesn't violate the community guideline then why should a picture of a natural process be removed? Reminds me of a video where a female reminds us Of our freedom fighter Subhashchandra Bose, He once said Give me blood and i shall give you freedom,For the love of God People women have been bleeding for years, atleast now give her the freedom to live a life where no Sharma's or Varma's or chacha's or Mama's comes in between of what she wants to do. A life where she is not judged by her skimpy clothes nor by the way she ...

​ Below is a Letter i wrote to our ex prime minister in 2013, to which i have not received an answer yet!! Pic Courtesy-Google ---------- Forwarded message ---------- From:  pooja pariath   <poojapariath@gmail.com> Date: Tue, Oct 22, 2013 at 7:44 PM Subject: High time you give glance on these issues raised By AAM AADMI To: manmohan@sansad.nic.in Dear Mr. Prime Minister,                                   I am not even sure if you would actually receive my letter or read it and react on it But with a hope of having a Peaceful atmosphere i am forced to write this letter to you .This letter is in the context of the trouble created by the  Rape cases of   23rd Aug 2013 &    16 December 2012 & serial blasts at Mumbai on 13th July 2011 , I write to you with concern and deep sense of hurt. I seriously want to ask you, “How mu...

Pic Courtesy- Google Love? They say love is in the air, Then why do people hate so much? So what does love actually mean? They say sacrifice is a part of love, Then why do people sacrifice their love? They say love lasts forever, So why do people forget their loved ones? They say love will find you wherever you go, Then why not find love instead? They say love is patient, So why cant people wait for it? They say love is divine, So why dont people respect and admire it? They say love has no religion, So why cant people accept it? They say love is life, So why are people ending their life for love? People only say Truth is Unanswered!

Isn't it incredible that you can see another individual's Faith. Best thing about Faith is that Faith is never ending. It can never die or expire but it can definitely transfer from one person to another. That is the thing about faith,it demands to be felt.  I am so glad that I could witness one such incidence. These pictures were taken by me on 22nd of March 2015. These pictures represents the Festival of Gangaur. Gana represents Lord Shiva, whereas Gaur represents Goddess Parvati who is also known as Gauri. Gangaur is the celebration of Spring, Harvest and Marital fidelity.fidelity. Puja Thali, flowers, kajal, Sandalwood (chandan), Henna (mehendi), sliver, money, Sweet(Bhog) etc are the essence of Gangaur. Married women pray for the welfare and the blessing of long life for their husband, whereas the unmarried girls pray so that they get a good Husband.     Each Picture represents something that is a tradition which is followed by our ances...

Today Somebody told me that there is something known as a Job of Perfection, Inspite of my Objection, My question is the existence of job of perfection Pic Courtesy- Google What does that actually mean? Is a good job, a Job of Perfection or is it life's only Section? Is a Dream Job a Job of Perfection Or is it just a Fiction? Is it a Myth or a Reaction, A Reflection, a Selection or a Projection Or is it a Mixture of Confusion Frustration, Frustration, Frustration, But then, what is the Solution? Why not handle the Situation With a pinch of perfection May be that's the Job of Perfection!

Pic Courtesy- Google Alone in darkness, Darkness covers me like a blanket. And the mist surrounding me, I feel like there's no way to flee.. As I sit alone in a lifeless jumble of secret thoughts, Life has become the puzzle of Dots, Life is like a thread so full of knots, Sadness has entered voluntarily, And now it wont subside, I know coz i tried. I so need someone to guide, again and again my existence is denied, This negative force that breaks my heart and kills my joy. In the Early hours, As most should be sleeping, I walked on the tile with foot so bare, I came near my study table, searching for a band, my eyes automatically fell on the glass full of sand, that sand was from a far away land. A land where i feel i belonged, i so miss that place, its pace and its rat race. teardrops running on my cheek, People who cry are not always weak. I realized everything happens for a reason, and sometimes we get friends for a season. S...